Posted by: Patricia D. Brown on: June 17, 2009
Sit down and say to yourself: “I am seated, I am doing nothing, I will be doing nothing for five minutes,” and then relax, and continually throughout this time (one or two minutes is the most you will be able to endure to begin with) realize, “I am here in the presence of God, in [...]
Posted by: Patricia D. Brown on: June 15, 2009
The Wesley Covenant Prayer Chaplet with Rev. Patricia D. Brown, Ph.D. The Wesleyan Covenant Chaplet is designed for times of personal worship and prayer and I am glad to share it with you. You can make your own set or I am happy to send you a set of beads with a portion of any [...]
Posted by: Patricia D. Brown on: April 30, 2009
Day 1 Denial “Security is when everything is settled. When nothing can happen to you. Security is the denial of life.” –Germaine Greer, Australian Writer and Scholar I’m aware of a pain in the pit of my stomach. It has been there for days now. And I know it is not because of the bag [...]
Posted by: Patricia D. Brown on: June 28, 2007
Matthew 18:3 God, remember the carefree child? Swinging in tree tops? Laughing until pants are wet? Only traces of this childhood remain. The little girl has vanished. And with it innocence. Where can I be totally myself? Is there anyone out there in whose presence I can simply be, Naked. Open. Innocent as a child? [...]
Posted by: Patricia D. Brown on: March 7, 2007
It is one of those days, God. My tasks are mounting. My mind is jumbled. The hours are chaos. I hear you tell me to be still. I pause in this hectic frenzy, take a deep breath give myself space, and move on with a gentle sway. God, wash your calm over me. Amen.
Posted by: Patricia D. Brown on: February 28, 2007
Therefore you also must be ready; for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect. –Matthew 24:44 I want to be holy, God. I have a vague idea of what this thing called “holiness” is. I read about it in the Bible, and hear about it from my pastor. I [...]
Posted by: Patricia D. Brown on: February 13, 2007
From the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven has suffered violence, and the violent take it by force. –Matthew 11:12 I’m always dissatisfied, God, wanting to change myself. My intolerance grows with every effort that I make. My history of self improvement is sad. I either end in disaster or [...]
Posted by: Patricia D. Brown on: February 8, 2007
Nothing separates… I’m afraid of becoming separated from you, God. Afraid my endurance won’t be enough. My selfishness will overcome me, my love will be inadequate. Your gospel of grace cries out to me: “Nothing can ever separate you from the love of God made manifest in Jesus. Help me to rely in you — [...]
Posted by: Patricia D. Brown on: January 16, 2007
“Be still and know (experience) that I am God.” You sent your son wrapped in our skin. I experience the relentless tenderness of this Jesus… this time, not through exegesis, theologians or spiritual writers but by sitting still in your presence I contemplate your mystery with a quiet mind. Speak to me in the silence [...]
Posted by: Patricia D. Brown on: January 9, 2007
Thank goodness God’s kingdom is not a gated community inviting only the self-righteous and perfect to the table. God’s kingdom is not a well-trained suburb with snobbish rules of who can live there Even I am invited to the banquet table. Divine One: What madness to think that living in your good grace is my [...]